the Love of Glee

Thursday, December 10, 2009
the Love of Glee
Current mood: blessed



Another great episode of Glee last night. This seasons final, they will back in the spring!

Spoilers here, so if you haven’t seen it you might not want to read this.


Mercedes and Rachel were fighting over who gets to sing the ballet at sectionals and after Mercedes sang Rachel (who is convinced she’s the next best thing/the next Barbara Streisand, so she has a huge ego and has to be the star always and if not she gets upset and storms out) ok back to after Mercedes sang, Rachel had a pleased look on her face, since everyone loved her (and Rachel did too) she let her sing the song!! And then she hugged her!


WOW! Something you don’t see too often and how great it is when someone does that! It makes me feel good when people give up their hot headedness and welcome someone else to the glory.


I think people need to do it more often. Give someone else the chance, give someone else the glory, give respect that they are also great, give up your ego, give up your selfish ways and just promote someone else’s greatness! Spread the good karma! Don’t envy their gifts, don’t wish them ill and don’t spread bad karma. It’s easy to be mean but to be nice and compassionate takes strength.


This is how I try to live and this is how I feel. I want to be strong and I want to promote other’s people’s happiness.


I just love how they played that scene out! I loved it!!





Then shit…after commercial break, the truth came out about Quinn’s baby! Finn was upset! And ooo my heart went out to him cuz he was actually so happy about it and I loved the scene from an episode ago when he sang to her!


See I’m right again, you shouldn’t lie like that, it always comes out in the end and hurts people far more than if you would have been honest to begin with.





We do not have anything to gain by judging or criticizing each other but we do have everything to lose.


Ignore your jealous heart and promote your friends happiness. What goes around comes around, help spread the good karma.


The truth might hurt and be hard but in the end it will do more good to come out with it then to hide it because eventually all truths come out.





I was also very drunk last night, so I would like to say more but then it was hard to remember what they said as I was writing and still trying to pay attention to what was happening. But yeah I can get drunk on wine for 4bucks! And no headache!





So Finn left the club. In a panic that the club are in trouble at sectionals, Mr. Schuester went to talk to Finn and he mentioned how he hates that he has to be the bigger man and then Mr. Schuester gave him a line and shoot my drunken state I didn’t catch it but Finn got the line and went off to help the club! Luckily I have a DVR and it got record so I can watch it again. But I know that lesson. Any fool can criticize and condemn; it takes character and self control to be understanding and forgiving.


And then BO YAH! For Ms. Pillsbury for her standing up to those cheating teachers! Great line about having faith in people! and not cheating if you had faith in them!





OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GLEE is coming out on DVD SOON!!!! DEC 29th!!!! So gotta pre-order that now!!! Ok maybe I wait.





Oh how they rocked there ballets, just sad cuz I thought they had to do 3songs and they only did 2. but yeah they rocked it and won!!


Then I thought it couldn’t get any better then Sue got what she deserved for being so vindictive to the Glee club! HAA HAA HA! Proving me right once again, that you will always get the bad karma you created for others back to you with interest!


Urgh and then she of course was upset about it and blames Mr. Schuester and says she’ll will take her revenge. URHG! I hate when people are like that! It’s her fault! She brought this upon herself! Mr. Schuester was never out to get her and ruin her, he was just trying to help everyone and doing what was right and urgh Sue! Damn she is just like my horrible ex! They will never ever learn and never ever grow cuz they will always blame others for their mistakes and have to be vengeful of them for it. I do pity them though for they will never know the joy of being able to promote someone else’s happiness. Even Rachel learned this, she created good karma and in the end she got that back with interest since Mercedes song was taken and she got to sing hers!





So great lessons here!


The first (to recap):


We do not have anything to gain by judging or criticizing each other but we do have everything to lose.


Ignore your jealous heart and promote your friends happiness. What goes around comes around, help spread the good karma.


Any fool can criticize and condemn; it takes character and self control to be understanding and forgiving.





The next is this:


We may not be saintly enough to love our enemies, but, for the sake of our own health and happiness, let’s at least forgive them and forget them. That is the smart thing to do.


Instead of hating our enemies, let’s pity them and thank God that life has not made us what they are. Instead of condemnation and revenge, let’s give our enemies our understanding, our sympathy, our forgiveness, and our prayers.


So be strong and be the better person!


And remember I am always right even if it doesn’t seem like I am at first!





OMG OMG Oooooo my gosh!!! HE KISSED HER! Such a happy moment and what a great song! Loved that ending! *I’m not going into that, you have to be a glee fan to get that and if you aren’t then you are tough out of luck*. But shoot now I have to wait till spring for more!


I haven’t ever been this excited about a show!


And no I’m not drunk anymore; I just really love this show! And I’m just really happy!

ThanksGLEEving

Thursday, November 26, 2009
ThanksGLEEving
Current mood: cheerful
lol...oh clever me with the title, just gotta laugh.

I’ve been heart broken these last few days, mostly for my sister and Mardales family. I now they have felt lost and with the big heart that I have I have also felt lost. I know now more than ever not to take things for granted. I cherish each moment I have with the people I care about and will continue to poor my love out, show that there is compassion in the world, and help those I can.


Last night I watched Glee, a great new show, and they always have such good songs.
Last week there was two songs that I sang for my sister Stand by Me and Lean on Me. Last night there was some songs that I needed to hear that have really lifted my spirit.

First Song (since I’m not sure what it is called here are the lyrics I like best):
Imagine all the people living life in peace. You say that I am a dreamer. But I’m not the only one. I hope someday you will join us and the world will be as one. Imagine all the people sharing the world. You may say I’m a dreamer but I’m not the only one. I hope someday you will join us and the world will live as one.
That song made me almost tear up and I had to sing it a couple of times and well it made me feel great, for that is how I feel and with all the cold heartedness I see and hear, it’s just what I needed to know that there are people out there that do care, that have big warm hearts just like me.


The next song was True Colors:
I see your true colors shining through and that’s why I love you, so don’t be afraid to let them show.
That song made me think of my baby sis, Nicole, and how she is so beautiful since her true colors do shine through. I’m so thankful to have her as my younger sister. Then it made me think of my boyfriend, and how I’m falling in love with him more each day. As dorky as he is, he is such a great guy, Alex, and I just see his true colors shining through and I love them! I’m so thankful God has brought him into my life, after the hell of last year this makes up for it, and I can’t wait to see him. Also my best friend, Cyndy, that I have known for a year, she is a great girl and I’m so thankful that we met and so thankful to have met someone so like me but more sweet!
I’m just so thankful for everything, there aren’t enough words to tell you.
So I’ll just say that I am thankful for my family, my friends, my job, my life, and that I have Jesus in my heart.
Hope you have a wonderful thankful thanksgiving!

and if you haven't seen Glee you SHOULD watch it!!! it's great happiness!!!

Sister Recovery Fund

My baby sister just lost her soul mate, they were together for 6yrs. She needs help paying bills and doing thing that he had promised her that didn't get done. He had been battling cancer since February 2009 and passed away November 17th, 2009. He loved my sister dearly and they would have gotten married if he survived but God needed him more.
My sister has lost many hours at work and needs help paying bills now that she does not have his income to help pay rent and bills.
Please help us out, we really need to be blessed through this trying time.





Thank You!

Wet Dream

On a cold winter night I tossed and turned naked in my bed. Oh how I loved my new bed but my mind offered no rest. Wishing you could be by my side, feeling the softness of the micro suede against our naked bodies and sinking into the softness of the bed.
At last my mind was black as I drifted into a dream state. There I found you, your face so vivid in my mind. Those deep eyes, your rich hair, and that cute innocent smile.
I touched your neck, the smooth beautiful skin, tracing your collar bone and leaning in for a kiss.
Your lips pushed into mine and we melted into my bed. Feeling your skin against mine drove an urge for ecstasy. Your sweet wet kisses; oh how they made me wet with desire.
Nearly waking out of my dream from the intense feeling rising from between my legs, I wanted more of you.
Flowing back into the dream my hands traced your abs and around your hips. I pulled you close, a hardness melted into my thigh.
We kissed as if it was oxygen and oh how we desperately needed to breathe.
Your finger tips proceeded along my thigh to around my ass. I bent my knee to rest on your hip, still pinning your hard member to my other thigh.
Your fingers found my lower lips, stroking them and teasing them until I could no longer hold in the pleasure. I let out a moan and oh the rapture took over but your fingers or you would not go in yet, still more teasing was to be had.
Your mouth took hold of my moans; not being able to let them breathe the air only furthered my desire for penetration.
Then at last your fingers pushed through my wetness and my moans escaped our mouths.
A cold chill ran down my spine and I almost woke up, still in a daze I turned over bent my knees up and let my fingers find my excitement, my wetness. A tinge went through my nipple as I held onto the dream and drifted back into it.
You were getting so wet against my thigh and I could see the desire in those deep eyes and that innocent smile was no longer innocent.
You moved your leg between my thighs as you pulled your wet fingers out of my hidden orifice. You moved above me and I matched the movement so my back was on the bed. A strand of hair fell from behind your ear, as I tucked it back as I moved in for a kiss as you moved into me. You melted into me like I was butter. Penetrating me deep as our mouths released our pleasure.
I woke up and found my own fingers penetrating my wetness and moaning from the tingles. I trembled from the pleasure, thinking of you, I didn’t stop. In my dazed reality I could still feel you inside me, pleasuring me.
I bit my lip so I would not explode just yet. I felt my swelled breasts and thought of you sucking on my nipples.
I moved so my back was flat on the bed and brought my knees to the air, moving my fingers in and out keeping my mind in the dream of you.
When my body could no longer take it, I arched my back and released my O.
I took my fingers out, but my body and lips still pulsed with excitement. My body began to relax and was basking in ecstasy. I drifted back into darkness in hopes that I would dream of you again.

Tub

*I wrote this 8/8/07*
In the steamy bath I caress my foot as the water fills the tub. I slowly move my fingers to my inner thigh as the water beads on my leg. My hand sinks into the water and I trace my lips gentle.
I think of you and how your fingers once loved to explore me, how you would caress my skin and wrap your legs around mine. The water filled the tub and the bubbles rose just shy of the ledge.
I looked at my hard nipples peaking out from the water and bubbles, thinking of how wonderful it felt when you licked and sucked them. I twist them to get a little pleasure.
I remembered how my body ached and moved on it’s own wanting more of you and the pleasure you could give me. How I wanted you to come though the door to join me in the bath and pleasure me once more.
I was alone and knew you would never come. I traced my lips squeezing my hand between my legs and feeling my wet nipple tingle at the pressure.
My fingers are so small they can hardly fill me. I remember how it felt to have you enter me, how you filled me with pleasure and the sharp tingle. My lips tensed in excitement when I remembered the sensations when you moved in and out.
You would kiss my neck and make me gasp for pleasure. How I missed it and oh how it felt like it was so many years ago. I knew that I could not do it. I took my fingers out. Only you could satisfy me.
The water drained, leaving my skin hot, wet and red. Leaving me unsatisfied.

Control

*I wrote this sometime this year but not sure when I did. Sometime from March-April maybe.*

Control by Dea

I slid my thighs apart and straddled his lap. I slipped off his belt as his fingers grabbed for my skirt. I captured his wrists and pinned them to the back of the couch as I drank from his lips.
My hands slowly lifting his shirt over his abs. I pulled my lips from his and striped him of his shirt. Before it hit the floor I kissed his chest as my hands unbuttoned his pants.
I lowered my body till my knees met the floor as I removed his pants. His eyes followed my fingers up his thighs to his briefs; high cut dark blue tight briefs that compliment hips.
My fingers tingled in excitement at the thought of what was underneath. Already I could smell him and already had he gotten big. My nose grazing his inner thigh, following the sent, a kiss and his leg convulsed under them. My lips hovering over his member, just one layer of cotton stood in my way of his sweet salty juice.
My fingers quickly hooked themselves in his underwear and drew them off.
As a wave of his sent filled my senses my mouth engulfed his swollen head. His juice lined my mouth and I could not get enough of the sweet salty taste. His hot dick so hard yet so soft against my tongue made me wet. His deep sighs and trembling thighs told me that he was enjoying this almost as much as I was.
I moved his member in and out of my mouth, licking up and down teasing his head while waiting for the gasps of how he longed for it to be back in my mouth. One hand cupped his balls while the other held the excited shaft in place. I moved it into my mouth, deep to the back and he let out a sweet sigh as it hit the right stop. I slowly drew it out as my eyes were tearing up and I continued to tease the head.
Once my thirst was satisfied I stood up as he clenched my shirt, but I would not let his hands take it off.
I moved my knee to the inside of his thigh, straddling his leg, and let it rest against his sack. As I took off my top I let his fingers find my underwear. I stood up to let them fall to the floor. I positioned myself on top of his lap again.
I teased him with my lower lips, his hands snatching my ass as he tried to push through my orifice but I would not allow him penetration. I guided his fingers to the center, I let them push through.
A quiver fluttered up my back with a little sigh escaping my mouth and it made me wetter. I know he felt it to for his penis twitched against my thigh.
He moved them in and out as I gasped. I squeezed his shoulders as I also did his fingers. My back arching I steered his head so his mouth would met my pierced nipple. A shock ran through my breast as I felt a tingle at the small of my back. A loud moan escaped my mouth. I let him continue to suck it until I could not bear it much more. I grabbed the nap of his neck and hair and pulled his head away and met his mouth with mine. He swallowed my moans as I swallowed his tongue.
He pushed his fingers deeper into me then moved the two in opposite ways as our tongues exchanged mouths. Oh how I loved that move and oh how it made me claw at his skin.
He almost had me when I snapped out of the tingles and pulled his fingers out. I wasn’t going to let him control this.
As I moved his dick around my wet lips, he licked me off his fingers. When he was done I slipped him inside as we let a gasp of pleasure escape our lips. Flooding tingles, quivers, shocks, and shivers trembled through out our body as I rocked up and down.
In just a few minutes his hip movements matched mine. As we stared deep into each other’s eyes, no words needed to be exchanged, we knew what the other was thinking and feeling.
I let his tongue reach my other nipple as his fingers gentle played with the pierced one. His mouth engulfing my breast, his teeth bit my nipple sending a sharp tingle throughout my breast, making me bit my lip to control the pleasure.
Our bodies rocked to the rhythm of our sighs, gasps, and moans. We savored every sensation. Our hands foundling and rubbing each other. Our tongues exploring any part it could reach then exploring each other.
It was time to make him mine. I moved my thighs upward, almost moving his member out expect the swollen head. I squeezed my orifice tighter around it and he let out a surprised moan. I licked my lip and shoved myself down on him, pushing him deep within me. He pushed his hips up, helping with the penetration, and I grasped his butt then twisted my hip so slightly to one side and released my squeeze.
He let out a big moan of excitement as I felt his penis twitch inside me then relaxed as I felt his hot cum shoot inside me and filing me up. As he sighed his body relaxed under mine.
I kissed his forehead tenderly as I stood up. I had won. I was the one in control.

Summer Ice

*I wrote this last summer. I did make a few changes from the orginal.*
Summer Ice By Dea
It was hot afternoon with a fan going. He looked over at her in her sundress as the fan passed her exposing a little bit more of her thigh. It was a hot day and she was hot.
She looked over at him in his shorts and his bare chest. It was a hot day and he was glistening with sweat. Her eyes followed him as he moved into the kitchen. He opened the freezer and took something in his hand. Her eyes followed him back to the living room. He bent down on his knees in front of her. Passion as hot as the sun flared in his eyes.
He wetted his lips and leaned in for a kiss. As she sucked his wet sweet lips her heart beat faster in his heat and she leaned into his sweaty chest. In the overwhelming heat she laid her back against the soft couch. He slipped her dress strap past her shoulder and traced her collarbone with an ice cube.
The coldness shocked her as the ice melted on her skin. He licked the water and she sighed at the warm wetness of his tongue.
She let the dress slip to expose her breast. He traced her nipple with the ice as it hardens under the coldness. She gasped and her lips trembled in excitement.
He slid his free hand up her thigh and tugged at her panties. They melted down her thighs like ice cream left in the sun. He moved the ice to his other hand. He traced the ice on her lips as he took her hard nipple in his mouth and it melted in the heat. The coldness tingling up her spin and she gasped in pleasure. Oh she was hot and the bitter coldness aroused her, she tugged at his pants for she wanted him. He knew this and teased her with the ice.
Another moment he thought, tease her a little longer. She moved to meet his lips as he pushed the ice into her. He felt her thighs tremble and shiver against his arm. He moved her mouth away from his, the sweet heat lingering on his lips. He moved the ice out as she moaned.
Now he wanted her. They fumbled at the buttons to expose his eagerness. But now it was her turn to tease. She moved him to the floor and removed his shorts. She took the ice and rubbed it along his shaft.
The coldness sent a shiver to his spine. He saw the fiery passion in her eyes. The ice cube was melting fast in the heat and they were both thirsty. She licked the water of him and he gasped at the warm wetness of her tongue.
No longer could he stand the teasing. He moved her back to the couch and on his knees he entered her. Hotter than the afternoon sun he welcomed this warmth that enclosed him. He took the little piece of ice cube and traced it along the outside of her lips as he entered and escaped her.
Sweat was gleaming on their bodies and she drank in his sweet sweat. Passion rose as the sun fell behind the tress.