12 Drinks

When girls drink too much............

1. We have absolutely no idea where our purse is.

2. We believe that dancing with our arms overhead and wiggling our butt while yelling "woo-hoo!" is truly the sexiest dance move around.

3. We've suddenly decided that we want to kick someone's butt and honestly believe we could do it too.

4. In our last trip to pee, we realize that we now look more like a homeless hooker than thegoddess we were just four hours ago.

5. We start crying and telling everyone we see that we love them sooooo much.

6. We get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song play's because "oh my god! I love this song!"

7. We've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us.8. We've suddenly taken up smoking and become really good at it.

9. We yell at the bartender, who we believe cheated us by giving us just lemonade, but that's just because we can no longer taste the gin.

10. We think we are in bed, but our pillow feels strangely like the kitchen floor (or the mop?).

11. We fail to notice that the toilet lid's down when we sit on it.

12. We take our shoes off because we believe it's their fault that we're having problems walking straight.

Photography School

oooo...i so wish i could go to school to really learn photography. i feel so behind and not up to what a photographer should be.
i just found this awesome photographer on deviant art
http://apri1.deviantart.com/
and she has some pretty amazing pictures and people comment on her a lot.

i want to be that good. i just don't know how. yeah i have a good camera, but still if it's not in natural light i'm having a hard time making them turn out awesome, and i'm sure it hurts that all i have is what it came with and can't afford the extras i need to really make them awesome....

soo sad...my passion, my love, and i'm still not up on my game and urgh...it's hard!
why can't i be really good with at least one of my passions!
maybe cuz i have too many. but i can't help that...i love lots of things and just want to do sooo much!

and yeah it sucks cuz i also want to be the model.

still wishing i could spilt myself in two!

Space Dream

Here is a dream I had, some of the details are fuzzy but this is what I remember:

I was with my mom and aunt and we were on space station. Not sure what happened but somehow I got some sort of skin condition (I think my rash is stressing me out) and it was spread-able so I couldn’t touch anyone without some layers between us (I felt Rogues pain) and so I had to go to another space station. But something was odd about the space station I was transferring too. I had to look for a room for someone.
Turns out that something happened to the people in the station and they just seemed to disappear.
So after flying over to the station, I had to find a way to get in, I did have my mom and aunt with me but for some reason I had to go in through a special way. (it’s really hard to describe it so I’m not going to bother). But I managed to get in and find the room right away. I talked to my home space station and confirmed by clues it was the right room and I handed a cell phone, wallet, and some other little items that had belonged to the person. (really wish I could remember who it was, I think I knew them).
I was to remain on this station to figure out what happened and so that I wouldn’t pass my skin condition around and so that I had time to get over it. I was very sad since that means I would be alone. As I was saying good bye to my mom and aunt a cousin of mine had also come to say goodbye. I hugged them carefully but my aunt was too fearful so she didn’t hug me.
I was heading to the main control center and that’s when my alarm went off.

Cosplays I want to do

1a) Dark Sleeping Beauty- A random idea I have since there was a dark Alice in Wonderland game that was sinister. And since I know hate what a princess is and just rubs me the wrong way, I thought of this. Maybe I’ll make a story from it. This will be done by Aug 1st for the Dante’s Prom and I’ll even have a dark prince!

1) Kaname Chidori - All new wig and new outfit. I'm just soo much like her! Don't remember how it exactly went but they mention in the show how she is the hot babe you don't want to date. Plus she is independent, knows more common sense things then Sosuke, popular and single, and is always a surprise. So I will do this as soon as I get my settlement money!! Cuz I want to do her again so bad! I even have a Sosuke and he nearly fits him! (it'll come to about $230)

2) Utena - just need to remake the jacket. She is the chick who wants to be a prince! She doesn't want to be a princess! She wants to be the one who rescues them! So hot!

3) Meg- In the long red coat cuz it's just hot and I have a thing for red heads! (just need about 30bucks to get the tool)

4) Rogue- As been my first female super hero crush! I love that girl! (i still haven't been able to find a good one for commission)

5) Phoenix/Jean Gray – Red version. Just like the outfit and another red head I can play! (i found it on ebay for about $75)

6) Phoenix –Japanese Manga/Show. Altered into a human. Found very pretty feathers and had some very pretty fabric that it would just look great. But I don’t think it would fit me, better for a kid to do, maybe I’ll make it for my daughter some day.

7) Éclair – I am making her outfit, and I think I have all I need, I’ve just hit a few snags and don’t have time to make it. Also I don’t think I could wear it at con’s since it’s a tricky outfit and I’m tired of outfits that don’t stay in place, it will only be for controlled shoots.

8) Goddess- Me in my pure goddess form! The only problem is that I can’t make the wings and the only site I’ve found that makes them are way too pricey for my wallet, only if I won the lotto. So I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to get this done.

9) The new Kiddy Grade – not sure the characters name or much other info they just show up when I look for KiddyGrade. Cute cute outfit! (somewhere from $75-135)

10) Leeloo Dallas - With the orange supenders! Found one place that makes it but urgh, too rich for my blood...maybe some day. (for everything but not boots $400)

11) Poison Ivy – I know there are so many but she has red hair (I have red hair) and I do have some leaves from roses…I could pull it off cuz I think I have material for it!

Another Blog!

Oh my I've got a lot of blogs going....and sadly only one person is following one of them. Oh well.
I just wanted to start this since I post way too many bulletins on myspace and you can only have so many blogs at a time. Also twitter is kinda useless cuz you have to keep it under a number of spaces.
so here I go with my thoughts again since I do get bored at work and my mind likes to wander and ponder things.